BETTER TO BE A PIRATE THEN TO JOIN THE NAVY

DIARY OF A MENTAL BREAKDOWN

im not a good person

im fake

anyone who says different doesnt know the real me

i guess thats noone though, cause i SURE AS HELL DONT KNOW THE REAL ME

i wake up most mornings and my first thought is that i have nothing to contribute to the world

Im not really good at anything, and i repeat the same mistakes

it rather ironic that im psting this, seeing as the first thing i ever put on this was about how i was so sick of emo people complaining

sorry to anyone who read that

im not really a nice person, im two faced and fake

it seems like im playing all these diffrent roles, like when im alone with different friends i act differently, i dont even have to think about it anymore, its an old habit, i really regret letting it develop

I preach about liberal ideals but i dont know shit, a teacher once told me i had a liberal opinion about something and i guess i just applied that to everything

im a compulsive liar, and i lie about the stupidest shit sometimes

i wish i was actually smart, i feel like im supposed to be since im not athletic and have a shit body, im really not though

I used to think i was good at things, wrtiting, acting, but im really not. i probably sounded obnoxious if i ever talked to you about those activities, like i was bragging reallly hard, i at one point i was, but ive realized if i ever had those talents theyre long gone now

i used to think it was bad luck i didnt have close friends, like had them forever, stayed freinds all our lives, crazy close talk about anything friends. butt i think i just push people away

im crazy jealous, if ive ever talked shit about someone i was more than likely jealous of them, or was just trying to “be cool” and agrree with popular opinion

i wanna run away. seriously if i could drive i would, any direction till i was out of gas and then id just keep walking

I dont want to be this person but im stuck

i wanna start over

i sound so cliche, i am so cliche